looking back at my life...
Well well, as usual, went to work, but was exuberent because the project has finally closed. Whew! As tomorrow is tessa's birthday, the whole company went to Jerry's restaurant for lunch. I was invited along. A really nice place with great ambience. Its totally different from other dining area. This restaurant is almost like a laid back country style, where everything is slow-mo and you can just sit back, relax, and watch the time goes by without feeling bored. I ordered Grilled fish dory in Cajun style. Yummylicious! Overall, it was good. Especially the dessert tiramisu, which makes me almost teared. Ok, too emo here.
Back at the office, we sang birthday song for our dear boss and sent her our warmest wishes. She gave a speech which was quite infectious, and send me to thoughts while I was on my way home. "............. I'm very happy with my life, and I totally have no regrets at all. Looking back at my life, if I die tomorrow, I wouldn't have a single regrets. Though I'm almost like the 2nd oldest in the company, but I still feel 23.......". Yes, I wanna live my life like her, without any regrets in life.
I'm approaching 20 soon and this, assures me that I want to do something I like, and live happily everyday. At least when I hit 40s, and start looking back, I won't have any regret. I admit, I'm just Mr Ordinary, without good look, great physique, outstanding talents or amazing straight 'As' result. Perhaps I'm still in the midst of discovery of what I can do best in life. But never did I had a single regret for the past 20 years of my life. I had the most wonderful and supportive parents who trust me and my brother so much. They're willing to let go though at times I know they don't bear to. I have a group of wonderful companions, friends in my life. People like Esther, Cien, Kelly, Xiaolian, Ting, Jiahui, Agnes, Fel, Benny, Teck and poly friends like Fanny, Jas, Ariel who making my life so complete. I'm proud to have travelled to HK all by myself, though its just 3 hours away, but yet, I felt the sense of acheivement. I'm proud to have tried teaching in a primary school. At least I'd realise 20% of my dreams when I'm still 19. I thank the saffron family for recognising me and doting me. Work and stress may always revolve around me, but I guess 90% of my life, I spent it smiling and the other 10% makes up frowning, crying and all. Yes, there are still loads of activities that I've yet try, so many exquisite places I've yet visited, so many people I've yet seen or met, but I promised myself, the next 20 years to go, I shall make my life journey even interesting and a feel completed. Dreams, here I come.
Back at the office, we sang birthday song for our dear boss and sent her our warmest wishes. She gave a speech which was quite infectious, and send me to thoughts while I was on my way home. "............. I'm very happy with my life, and I totally have no regrets at all. Looking back at my life, if I die tomorrow, I wouldn't have a single regrets. Though I'm almost like the 2nd oldest in the company, but I still feel 23.......". Yes, I wanna live my life like her, without any regrets in life.
I'm approaching 20 soon and this, assures me that I want to do something I like, and live happily everyday. At least when I hit 40s, and start looking back, I won't have any regret. I admit, I'm just Mr Ordinary, without good look, great physique, outstanding talents or amazing straight 'As' result. Perhaps I'm still in the midst of discovery of what I can do best in life. But never did I had a single regret for the past 20 years of my life. I had the most wonderful and supportive parents who trust me and my brother so much. They're willing to let go though at times I know they don't bear to. I have a group of wonderful companions, friends in my life. People like Esther, Cien, Kelly, Xiaolian, Ting, Jiahui, Agnes, Fel, Benny, Teck and poly friends like Fanny, Jas, Ariel who making my life so complete. I'm proud to have travelled to HK all by myself, though its just 3 hours away, but yet, I felt the sense of acheivement. I'm proud to have tried teaching in a primary school. At least I'd realise 20% of my dreams when I'm still 19. I thank the saffron family for recognising me and doting me. Work and stress may always revolve around me, but I guess 90% of my life, I spent it smiling and the other 10% makes up frowning, crying and all. Yes, there are still loads of activities that I've yet try, so many exquisite places I've yet visited, so many people I've yet seen or met, but I promised myself, the next 20 years to go, I shall make my life journey even interesting and a feel completed. Dreams, here I come.
